Was up at 04:30AM and Had coffee with my pretty bride. Then she was off to the truck company. Then to the Restaurant.. I am just sitting here trying to put my thoughts together. Maybe even try to keep from crying.
The news from Donna’s appointment yesterday at the Cardiologist was not good. She will be going into the hospital next week to have another heart procedure, It seems she had another blocked artery, maybe 100%. A couple years ago she had 5 stents put in and I was sent to a waiting room for a 2 hour procedure that ended up taking 6 hours and I was left alone with no updates or anything until the surgeon asked where I was and a nurse remembered. Was I angry and scared, bet your life, I remember too Donna’s Mom sitting on the edge of her hospital bed saying see you in a couple hours Sam. She bled to death on the operating table. This on a supposed procedure her surgeon said was a cake walk compared to the last one she had. Am I scared now, bet your life. I know I sound selfish but Donna has worked hard all her life and been a great partner, so why is it when you think things are going to finally go your way. Something happens and you get slammed in the face with a 2x4. I am thinking about her retirement plans, and our traveling plans, and now all that is on hold and minimal to getting her back in shape again.Yes I am selfish, my worst fear since the last heart episode was that I would lose my pretty bride, Now its like an every night nightmare. Sorry for the rant. just had to get this off my chest.
I know the bloggers that have met Donna know what I mean and she does spoil me, please keep her in your thoughts while we work our way through this development.
That’s about it for today. Please be safe out there.. Sam & Donna……..