Was up at the usual 04:30AM and had my coffee with the most beautiful and loving bride a man could wish for. Not only that she’s smart too.
Didn’t sleep hardly at all last night, when I think of some of the things I did and the experiences I had in my life, I never thought of myself as a stress candidate, Very few bad dreams of my life. But the demons were alive and well last night. I hoped for a nap with Rigg’s when Donna left. I laid there and then went back to kitchen. Rigg’s the big lop slept till about 07:30AM. What a lucky dog.
I truly want to thank all our blogger friends for their sincere comments and prayers for Donna with her upcoming heart procedure.
I guess it should be easy for me to say , “hey they do a ton of these procedures everyday and there’s little to worry about.”. Maybe that is true I don’t have any statistic’s. But the nightmares and feeling s of dread aren’t giving up easy.
But Thanks again for thinking of us,
I am in a real mind block today, sorry, I keep thinking that maybe I should have insisted Donna retire earlier, and taken a really nice vacation this winter instead of later. At the time waiting for my birthday and getting on Medicare seemed like a good idea and would help a little financially.
Oh well hopefully this week will go by as fast like the last and we will be over the top.
I know Adam is coming for the weekend and I hope Nicky also. Donna will be in the Hospital on Friday of next week, So the kid’s won’t be able to spend that weekend. Donna took a leave last night from the restaurant so she will be home all weekend and every night next week, I think she said she is working Mon-Wed. at the truck company.
Sorry if the blog seems kinda fragmented the is how my brain has been the last couple of days. I hope everyone is having a great week and is warm. Thank you again for being the terrific and caring people you are. And please be safe out there. Sam & Donna…